Happy New Year!!

ahhh.. another year has passed.. how time flies. year 2009 has been a great year for me. nothing biggy.. but compared to a few unfortunate events i experienced a few years back, i'm so thankful even for a tiny spark in year 2009. alhamdulillah... Allah maha mendengar dan mengasihani..


then...ahh ^^

my hubby.. err.. not so much change i guess (really?? ;P) still supportive as ever, makan pakai cukup, hardly say no to me - alhamdulillah never turned down my request or my wishlist (except for vacation.. uwaaaa ;(. penyakit ni jer aku x jumpa ubat dia lagi!!). he's neither romantic nor gentleman.. but i like him the way he is. we've been married for 12 years this year. we kissed, we fought, we drove each other crazy but shortly we made up. i'm still head over heels with that dude (shhhhhh....)

toingg!.. now. hahaah.. sampai kena cropped

sbb nk cover mana yg tak patut ;P

my girls?? hmmm an endless battle of course. arisya has grown to more feminine and tall.. so picky in her selections and unfortunately she takes a high taste in shopping from her angah v_v. she's a bit sensitive and my god i swear she has been keeping a lot of things from me (can't blame her when she got a lioness mum ;P). i can't read her mind anymore and that's so frustrating. but to my irritation, she would cry a river when her dad had a slow talk with her. when she told a lie, she was so casual and cool. such a pro.. nobody escaped me before even her dad (hahaha). a few months back i was hysterical to find out that a boy had been calling and texting her messages. a year senior than her. what drove me crazy was she was so calmed denying it. i threated her, shook her.. still she didn't spill a bean. at last i couldn't take it anymore and i did what my courteous hubby dreaded the most.. i called the boy and gave him a piece of my mind. yeah i know a bit too far but i'm so protective of my girls that i would do anything above anybody's head. only one case.. almost gimme heart attack. how? hahaha...

my bubbly arianna so far so good. eventhough she drives me crazy with her 'selamba' attitude and mischievous behaviour, she's easier to handle. ohh.. she's a mum pleaser. always try to impress me ^_^. and she did good so far in her academic. lotsa fool around and MC's but she scored with flying colours. unlike her sis (graceful but concrete hearted), she would shrink if i got angry ^_^.


Business

huhuhu.. can do lah. i started slow and small.. and errr.. now still slow and small jugak. muahahahahh ;D;D. well.. nothing much to complain. all i can say is all my life i never boomed but very satisfied alhamdulillah. sometimes i got big jobs, sometimes small. but alhamdulillah tak pernah putus. i like it low profile and never take anymore than i can digest (how i wish it applies in my diet too.. duhh). at least i'm not on loan and my credit card is clean with surplus sometimes. Allah has blessed me in 'keserdehanaan' and i like it this way alhamdulillah. maybe wealth doesn't suit me. i don't mind as long as i'm happy and content. eventhough my best friend hit the jackpot and invited me, i would say "u go girl.. i'll tag along at my own speed". u may call me idiot or maybe sombong but i know what i'm capable of. besides, when i started my freelance job, i told my hubby i just want to kill my time and help out my parents. i won't go to the extent that i would lost sight of my girls. insyallah...

looking back, i had quite a colourful year. you can't expect rainbows and roses only meh.. a few test means Allah loves you. that's why when my mum in law got sick, i'm still thankful coz my hubby appreciates me more. anyways.. god forbids should it happen again.

for next year, i only wish that i can carry out my responsibility accordingly especially to my parents. i wish mak and ayah will be blessed next year. i wish my mum will undergo umrah successfully and i wish ayah will be calmer and happy. i wish for lotsa luv in my whole family. i wish my brothers will find a good bride eventually (biar lambat asal selamat bros).

as for me, i wish to maintain a prosperous marriage, i wish arisya will fly through UPSR and.. errr the same old wish for the past 10 years... i wish to shed away more kg.. wakakakaka...

AAAMIIIINNNN....